If I could put my emotions and this aura I have right now, into a song, this would be it. (Click the link…just give it a chance).

I’m inside out, floating over myself.
I’m bending backwards breaking my spine, just to look you in the eye.
Emotion seems to flow as easily as the smoke that drips off the end of your cigarette.
I will watch you from afar, as night comes– stand close to you and gaze at stars.
You can’t feel my heart beat, but I see the pulse in your brain.
I know, you don’t understand me and never will. I pretend, I hold my breath, one day you will.